Im really starting to lose it. Experience, Advice?

Ive suffered from an anxiety disorder and ive been trying to cope with it for a long time now without medicine. I know you guys are probably goin to tell me to go to a therapist, or get on some medicine, but i gotta get me some health insurance first. but yea i think in the near futrue im going to have a breakdown, because now everytime my body has a twitch or a slight sensation of pain in a certain part of my body i automatically assume the worse and then i think i make the sensations stronger by putting my full attention on my body. i just keep thinking that there is somethin seriously wrong with me like cancer or kidney failure, and sometimes my hands twich or spasm so i automatically think its parkinson’s or somethin. All of these are exaggerated fears im sure, i just need some comforting words, or similar experiences, cuz right now i feel like im all alone on this. thank you for whatever time you take into reading this, and whatever answers you give.

Aww you are not a lone! I do have a chronic decease that is not fatal but VERY painful (well they say it wont unless it attacks the internal organs). This effects my mental health like you would not believe!
Then with a child who is disabled with autism (and seizures) which is a mental condition I totally one hundred percent understand how you feel!
Insurance is so very important to us who do not have millions in the back account! Working is a no go for me, deformities are setting in.
I can say not to stress, or you will get over it. But at this moment hearing this is not going to help! Keep working on that insurance and if you have someone who can go with you to the welfare office go this route for insurance if you have too. Do not go on your own, they will make things worse treating you as if you are a animal who is wanting there personal money out of there pocket. You do what you have to, to get better!
I sure hope you get to feeling better!! If it were not for disability I do not know what our family would do! Just can not afford all the medication and doctors and, and….

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